Dear sweetpea,
I believe I recounted most of last night to you before, and there really isn't too much left to tell. I definitely feel like I'm a freshman in college or else stuck in some drama in high school! It just seems like everyone here just wants to get drunk/high and do crazy things. Can't people be happy and not do things that make them look stupid and untrustworthy? Basically all the guys, even the ones with girlfriends (excluding yours truly) flirt with other girls and sometimes even talk badly about their significant others. Or take Clare, the token girl in our group. She was telling me that she has this unofficial bf who she was studying abroad with in Amsterdam, and she gets excited when he texts her or when he writes emails to her. But then last night at the club she started making out with Moe! I don't know, I'm trying to work on not judging people, I just don't personally condone or approve of that kind of behavior :\ I wasn't being a party pooper or anything, but I was kind of relaxing at our table and watching everyone and then she came over and pulled me out to the dance floor. I danced a little bit, but it made me uncomfortable to dance with other girls. I know you would say you think it's all right, but I just couldn't do it. Eventually some of the guys wanted to go home, and I jumped on that opportunity right away! That's when I came home and talked to you :)
I feel kind of ashamed of what I did, or rather didn't do, today :\ I guess maybe because I had had a few beers last night, or my Mummy Tummy hasn't improved much, but I slept in until noon, and I missed both of my classes :( I didn't mean to, I just think I pushed dismiss on my alarm instead of snooze or something. And then pretty much all day I've been in my PJs laying in bed, because my Ramses Runs kicks in about every hour :( I walked over to a shawarma place before because I thought I was getting better and that I needed something substantial in my stomach. Bad idea, lol. And so I've just been on my laptop chilling in bed. I mean, I'm not gonna lie, it's been pretty nice just being able to relax and watch a movie or tv show here and there today. I watched Kate and Leopold online before, and I've watched 2 episodes of TrueBlood. It's all right, I may watch another one, but I'm debating it. For dinner tonight I had some corn flakes without milk, only because I don't think my stomach can take anything much more complex, as I learned with the greasy shawarma! I wish I had more to write, but it's been a very non-eventful day :) I like the people here, it's just annoying that they act like children sometimes, although I guess we all do at some point or another. I hope your program has a different stock of companions you get to hang around with! I know you, though :D You always manage to find people whom you get along with very well and usually have a good moral compass (Lol, I won't name those who have questionable morals...but you catch my drift!)
I hope things are going well on your side of the Ocean :) I love hearing about you, and so don't be afraid to send me a long email about whats been going on, or even little updates on your iPod at work if that's what you prefer. I never get tired of hearing about you :)
- - -, sweetpea ;)
Love, Always and Forever,
Joe
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